Starting my third week here and feeling like a weirdo.

I am so grateful, that we are trying to start fresh here in Berlin TOGETHER.
I think that I would be totally lost without you. I have been feeling weird for the whole day and you brought me in a cafè to relax a bit and have a piece of cake to cheer me up. It was so sweet.
I think that sometimes it’s easy to feel alone even if you are surrounded by millions of people.
I think that I am just afraid of failure. And most of the time, I feel myself a failure.
I think that one of the reasons that brought me here was fighting the damn ghosts of the past and don’t let them come back.
I think that I think too much, for sure. I just need some time and everything will be fine.

Close your eyes Jen, and take a deep breath.


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